From the title itself, it can be very sentimental to me because i don’t really know how to set this journaling straight. I kinda feel lots of emotion right now, feeling depressed but i’m also going to straighten my life back. Find joy and get kick out of something.
If you don’t have one day or time to cure your mind and body, it will literally damage your life. So, i thought to myself that i have to give a little space and go outside for a while and yeah i’m happy that recently, it’s raining. It knew how my feelings were going and it really warmed me. Everyone needs some of those in these days, right? Comfort. Yeah
So, this had been recorded since last week and I tried as hard as I could to live in those moments. I love being surrounded with nature, feel the breeziness of wind and catch a deep breath into the air. That is how i find peace in me for a moment.
Yet much spending time at home makes me even more crazier and i can’t think straight, lack of words to say and it’s terrible. So, i have to participate in my days as normal and even more abnormal just to refresh everything and empty the messy mind.
By that, I read and since I can’t go out and buy books so, I bought free kindle books from Amazon. yeah actually i’m broke. Though, at least I read and find something worth.
So, I am currently reading Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. This book will literally take much time from me because I’m so slow plus this book is so classic and I don’t usually practice to read so often at the moment. So, I kind of feel like a burden however I like it when it fulfils my day with romantic, comedy, mystery and also a thriller.
Before that, what i’m going to share it with you is when I once read this book but I can’t seem to remember the name and it genuinely caught my eye and brain to be stuck at these words.
-“Most communities just happen; the best are planned”: the underlying philosophy being that everything could and should be planned out and that by doing so you could avoid the unseemly, the unpleasant, and the disastrous.-
i make a drink
As you know, I certainly head over heels with coffee plus if you put milk, it’s very creamy and it’s not even bitter yet you can taste it as you buy yourself a cup. and I find myself over the moon with coffee a lot since my grandpa was one of the coffee lovers and he liked it very much well most elders like too. and I think I was swayed by him. Ah, I miss him sm!
This is probably the most healing time where I always find coffee whenever I feel like I’m too much drowned and thirst to feel the bitterness and also it gain my subconscious mind.
I improvised a lot since I’m a coffee drinker and I don’t tend to just like one type of things. This is only what i regularly do in my daily life if i don’t have any 3in1 coffee or maybe i wanna taste it differently.
So, this is how i do it. It’s very simple and you only need
- ice cube
- a cup of milk
- one and a half teaspoon of instant coffee powder ( not 3in1 )
What you need to do:
- Put a lot of ice cube in your cup
- Toss out your one and a half coffee powder in another cup as to boil first
- After boiling your coffee, pour down into your real cup which you put your ice cube in it.
- Then, pour a cup of milk into that cup and mix it together.
Lastly, voila! You are great! Simple, isn’it? Well if you can still taste the bittery then just add up your milk. Easy as a pie!
i spend w my fam
Most of the time i spent with my lil sister. She loves to play, jog around the house and since this month is a firework trendy thing. So, she fervently asked me to play it with her.
We giggle, run, and find ourselves silence for a moment and it’s peaceful.
and I can also feel the night air delicately flowing through me plus no one was around and the sky was very beautiful to stargaze. Happily, I can spend how I wanted to.
i find peace in nature
Well, i got the chance to go out for a while, went to my grandma’s house, played with the baby, breathed in the air and so many on.
I tend to always photograph everything whilst breathing in the air and watch the greatness creation. It’s so surreal and you can easily find peace and relax.
So, this it it!
I’m sorry that I don’t take my promise seriously as last time I said that I’m going to journal every single thing but I think I don’t have enough time and it’s very hard to compile things in my mind.
Generally, I know this is somewhat not going to stay long and i have to find another healing. But you know, everyone has to take their edge off to be freedom at least once. Get away from problem and even world. Just stop for a sec from this modern technology and trends. I knew this is gonna be hard but trust me. Just for a while. Spend your big life into something that will find you serenity.
Thanks for reading xoxo