I feel alive just by breathing in and out. This july has made me feel alive.
Hey, little birds!
How have you been feeling?
Sorry for the long term of break of not writing. I’m just trying to pick as much inspiration as i can. Whether by musics or books or my surroundings but i will try my best on writing for today’s content.
I’ve been feeling to write out more fact contents or maybe that would give people knowledge but i don’t have any ideas on that. My purpose is to just let out my feelings on here but as i’ve been scrolling and observing what people wrote, i don’t think that my blogposts are like that.
Maybe a piece of my heart has been so stiffed.
Actually, i’m writing this while listening to taylor swift’s folklore since all of her new songs are just meant to be as peaceful as i wanted especially epiphany.
mon Dieu! Her songs, they just reminded me of when i was in the car heading to somewhere that i don’t know but just hitting on the road. It’s full of forest and it reminisced me of my past, when i was in primary school with my friend. she’s been rocking to taylor swift’s songs ever since. and that time we were very passionate. no i think i’m just supporting her but i love it bcs her songs are all hit!
Sooo for today’s content, it would be about my feelings that i’ve been feeling since. and i think people would not even read it. why? bcs i don’t even expect anything. ahaha sorry
To tell you the truth, i would never believe myself to be reading lots of books and this month is just speechless. I’ve read for about 5 books online and still now, i can’t stop reading them. I’m addicted to it. Oh God.
I still remembered that one time i told to my friend that i would never be reading bcs i don’t find any mood and why would i ? I feel it’s not worth to read. You can just fiddle with your phone or clean your house. But after that, i don’t know what got into me. I started to read one book that day and what really shook me was i just gave the soul and heart to the book. I finished it almost i can say overnight. It’s crazy!
and what might be more crazy other than that is i read continously without stopping. How ridiculous is that! Until now, i think it’s almost 6 books that i’m currently reading via online. why not right? It’s free!
To be exact, i’m thinking on to write a book review since i’m reading a lot but i don’t think that i would want that. i don’t really have such attractive words to tell or to promote to you guys but all i could say that if you find one, just freaking read that book. and that’s all i do.
Enough of that! As for this time, I didn’t particularly expect July would be extraordinary other than other months but here i am writing again as last time. I’m sorry for the people that will read this. It’s kind of nonsense ranting but i like that.
As time really flies by, i realized next month will be really new and i am getting a new me, InsyaAllah. I will go into my new school or should i say college? Bcs i’m going to stay and study what my future holds for me and i’m freaking excited about it!
Lots of things have happened in the meantime and i have mixed feelings when it comes to staying in hostel or getting new environments. It rattled the world out of me! Actually, what had happened on last March still unbelievable to me. I was not expecting it because i knew that i didn’t prepare and work my best out but all i could say after receiving that piece of paper, it bulged my eyes even more!
With all that said, “breathing in for august” is actually making me feel sad but i know that in a time ahead, it will happen something that i don’t predict. Something good. Amazing. Breath out in July and i wanna make anew life in August!
So, i think this is how our fate ended for this July, right?
Till next time, loves ❤